Friday, December 7, 2007

Couple Scenarios

Want to know my favorite videogame charecter? It may sound childish but yes , it is Zelda from ninetendo series. Don't think I play videogames all the time and get my crazy ideas from there. I Have played it once in a while, but mostly watched my wife and kids play it and I just watch like I watch a movie. The difference is when I watch, I see things other than obvious. Things ordinary people will not see or think about because they are so normal.

Now back to scenarios. I always tought God brought me to this world 300 years ahead of my time, the time I should have been born. If you are my friend, you probably heard that from me before.

Now let me explain what I am getting to. Today human being is not used to asking questions from God. Very little of us ever did. You can find it in Rumi's and some other persian poems, and some other writings.

Let say today we ask God, why did we have hurricane katrina for? why people dying everyday.? Will, God is playing videogame, its his sim, the charecter is doing what Gods joystick or conroller is asking him to do. If you make Zelda jump from a building without his cape and he loses his heart, so be it, you are just having fun.

Now imagine 40 years from now, maybe even sooner, when you play Zelda, and make him jump from a building and broke his ankle, his patience wear out, his silence breaks and ask you what did you do that for? You would have to explain it to him and your answer would have to be accetable or he won't even put a foot forward. You would have to reset the game and start all over.

Sixty years from now you will be playing Harry potter or something like that either in your very own virtual reality studio or a public one. You will be flying ( Virtually) with that quitech ball and going through the holes, you will accidently block your own teamate from reaching for score. All your virtual teamates will scream and yell so loud at you that you never dare to repeat the same mistake. Or If you have a good strategic idea, you have to explain everything the way that is acceptable to all. Everything will be so interactive. God and human relation, 300 to 500 years from now will be comaparable to that relation will not be like todays human and todays game. He will not say, its my sim and my game I did it because I wanted to. He will have better explantaion for you just like that Zelda of 40 years from now or Harry Potter of sixty years from now.

Take this as a fiction not prophecy, but believe me , you will be surprised how much truth is hidden in this fictional scenario.

Take it like Rumi's poem when he says he is not a chrristian, not a muslim, not a hindu, not a jew. I think he believed on something, but that poem just shows the greatness of his mind and and how much he wanted to break the boundaries.I have posted that whole poem in my blog, feel free to check it

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Am I a liberal

Well, if you want a short answer it is yes, but hold your horses liberals, I used that term for for a lack of better word. Maybe I come very close to you guys but I believe I surpass you in any way and I don't belong to any organization, my mind is as free as an ever flying bird. There are as much crimes committed under the name of liberals as there are under conservatives. Tony Blair is as bad as his conservatives foes if not worse. Like I said in my previous post, I believe in God and his prophets and messengers, the ones with books that he sent it to them, I even respect ancient prophets like Buddha and Zoroaster and Confucius, etc. But that's where everything stops. I don't believe on anyone that want others to believe he is carrying God's mission and they should listen to him to get closer to God. Between you and God no interpreter needed. It is me and my God, very short line and direct relationship.
I stated some moral ideas I believe in, straight forward. But I am not a moralist. I don't tell anybody what to do and won't accept anyone telling me or others. For me that is selling God and making money or achieve power, which is wrong. Now what else is wrong and right? That is where all this worlds problems start, rules, regulations, false morals, making people slaves and put them in chains and robbing them from their belongings.
Good and bad can be a very relative concept.
A policeman is a good person, he makes our streets safer , right? Seems like everybody agrees they doing their job to make us live in security and keep us out of harm ways.
I have news for you. How if they do it for wrong reason? they don't patrol streets when their budget is full, when a sheriff for a small town sees financial situation of that town or city is not so good,they send 5 cops to give people speeding ticket in every corner instead of usual one. Making money right? Filling up the budget. Made your street safer, right? but they do it for wrong reason, and for me that itself is a lie and lie is always bad, well, almost always, unless by telling truth someone get killed or exceptions like that, but not for making money and taking them from others and give it a legal excuse. Thats why I say good and bad are very relative concepts. Don't let others tell you what is right and what is wrong, you have to feel it. Don't hurt others, don't steal from others by lying to them and go with your guts and forget about everything a priest or a government or law tells you. And I don't mean to put yourself in danger either, just be smart. When you telling others something is good for them, think about yourself, If it is good for you and you will do it or you spend that much money on it, than its good for him. Otherwise you are lying and trying to rob him, use him or steal his money. Now try to put that in action, with that all the concept of capitalism goes out of window. For me, I believe what I say that is why I never sell anything because I never want to lie.You can't sell anything unless you lie. Your banks are lying to you, walmart lies , adds lie, without lies capitalism won't survive a minute.
Neither can communism be an ideal society. What was Soviet experience, some people may say they did it the wrong way. I say there is no right way to tell people follow you blindly. HUman dignity and free well is much more important than our socio economic needs.
I do believe society should take care of needies, but needies shouldn't turn to leaches either, like capitalism is sucking blood from society, in welfair society needies can't suck everybody else's blood either. I mean it has to a distingtion between who is needie and who is lazy and want to milk the system.
Ideal society huh? Do I know what it is? I don't, but we can always hope human race will see it sometime.
Now back to good and bad.
Moralists and conservatives and religion monopolists and fundamentalists, etc etc always try to make you believe there is two color in this world, black and white, good and bad, evangelinc and evil. If you are smart enough, you know there are millions of shades of grey between black and white. You don't go tell someone, that person called you fat, ugly mean sob. Even if you hear that he/she said it, you ignore it, ignore the truth and don't tell the truth. I know its probably not the best exemple but you get the idea, right?
A person stole a cake from safeway because he didn't eat for 2 days, than he needed money
to get medication for his dying mom, so he stole 20 dollars from someone and third time the actual medication from Right Aid. He commited 3 felonies, he is behind bar for ever. No matter if the whole world say state was right to put him in prison for life, acting on 3 trikes you are out. I say it is wrong... And so on and so on. So good and bad is relative, so is black and white. Without day, there is no night and without night no day, but don't forget early morning, late afternoon and early evening either.

Bits and Pieces

Bits and Pieces Where I came from? who am I. Where am I going.I am hoping I have achieved that level of knowledge finally that as Socrates put it, I know that much now that I know nothing, "I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance" to be fair and exact in his quote.
First things first.Me and God, we always had strange relationship. I am grateful to my creator. He saved me several time when it appeared to be an end, and time to go by any logic to regular mind.
He also makes me use power of my mind so I can't play dumb and showed me the right path. Why he keeps saving my life again and again. I still don't know , who is looking over me, he himself? but why? Maybe because I challenge him more than anybody and still won't let him go. I am the one who doesn't believe in any religious mambo jumbo, and what's the default about God and his prophets, his messengers, his beloved friends, I criticized them, why did he do that for, etc..I say they could have done better, etc, I never been a blind believer and if I am not yet, I doubt it I will ever be. Or maybe God is playing jokes on me and think I am funny. Now don't laugh, I know what are you thinking, believe me, everybody can be funny to God because he sees thing and acts others can't. So whatever ,he knows I am going to challenge him again and again, because I know his secrets, he voluntary reveal them to me. Than he has to deal with it. Things I know about him is stuff he didn't reveal in any books like Torah or bible or Koran, but I still know about them. Do I have the right to let other know what they are? maybe not, sometime I think if I do, he will say I am finished with you. Done. But even if I do that and he says enough is enough, he knew I would do it. I can blame you, right? *winks* So if you don't want me, just don't make me say it. I'll tell you later how he saved me numerous time, how I been predicting stuff that happens in future, psychic? God forbid no, I hate that title. And I don't believe in any titles, categories, cliches etc. I tell you later about those occasions.
I am the one mixing God, religion and Science, because that's the only way for God to survive. in 21st century and beyond, unless some big world war or disaster hits and a few of his believer survive in caves and everything else gone. Which I know he is not going to do. He values what he worked hard to achieve. Its never been a clap of two hands and things happening, that's another one of those secrets that he knows that I know. Isn't so?
Like I said, I never let him go and never will.I said I am challenging him. Fighting him? no, because I am smart enough to know I am not that strong. Deny him? no, because that's what Satan hoping for, and me and Satan have nothing in common. I could have done a lot of things to make my life easier but chose not to. You can live 30, 50, 70 years, it comes to an end, right? So why be a leach, there are some basics I believe in, you don't make blood money, you don't hurt others, you can't blame someone else and pretend you had no choice, believe me it wouldn't fly, you can't say for example my commander in chief told me and I had no choice, what if God replays who? I don't know him and even if I do, he is lower than low, lot lower than you, I am asking you, not him. And certainly you can't kill people. I know God used that line a lot trough history. He kills people that he created than say John or smith or Ahmad or Mahmoud killed them and than asking them why. Sorry God, you created them, you deal with them, no matter how bad they are. I also believe a decent human being don't hurt women, don't put them down, you don't tell them what to do, they are equal if not better and they have brains as good as you if not better. I am saying those things because that is a big problem in the world, still.
You don't tell people how to pray , eat, dress, or how to conduct their lives as long as they don't hurt others and if they do, you avoid them as plague.One thing I can do and have done all my life, I believe I am not here to care for myself, but care for others first. Is it good, is it true, ? I believe it it is. That passed to my older daughter too. So I guess she is going to have as tough as life as me, but as I won't take one second of it back, and do it again if I am reborn, I am sure she will be satisfied too, that's the nature of those kind of people they keep saying to themselves, why I did this, why I did it for others and not for myself, but still can't do it any other way and finally give up and say I did the right thing so I should be happy..Now that said, you probably get proud of yourself , and say here is another conservative, believes in God and has moral values. Not so fast, you are as ignorant as always, most of you are leaches, bacterias who can only live by sucking blood and taking what belongs to others, by cheating them, lying to them, robbing them and sucking their bloods. And I certainly don't believe or having any respect for people who trying to tell others they are representing God, only through them you can have a relation with your God. All they do is making a living, but in very dishonest way, by lying to others, just like lawyers and used car salesman, they are selling God. My relationship to God is between me and him, I don't believe on any person in between, the only respect I have in religion is for his prophets, his messengers, not everyone in Utah or Amazon, or Africa, or in Iran etc etc that claim to be his messengers, but the ones I believe are the true ones , the one he sent book to, and called them his friends.So I don't like priests, Rabbi or mullah, even the very very little good minority have the scarlet of their majority classmates.Am I a liberal? read on to next post.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

The whole truth and nothing but the truth

Exciting title, don't you think so. Read on, you will be disappointed. How if I tell you the whole truth doesn't exist, or if it does, nobody knows what is it. Not even God, prophets knew what it


was, every single one of them admitted that they know the truth to a limit and there are a lot of things they had no idea what it was.


Actually I should have written this post first. I am grateful once in a while I have revelations from God, but wait before you make any judgement. I am not a prophet or a messenger or anything like that. Those don't come anymore. Every single one of us, if we are not using a third party, a middleman, between us and God and if we believe in him, to the limit of what our minds can get and tolerate can be in that special circle that God give them his secrets. Mine are very unique. Believe me they are one of a kind. I don't think about it. A subject that I am not reading about it, discuss or think it in my mind, it just comes from nowhere, boom, like that, last part of my sleep cycle, I dream something extra ordinary, something no one ever heard about it, read about it or think, sudden like that, yet it makes so much sense that changes all prospective. I wake up, can never go back to sleep, and say oh my God so that's the truth, and when I think there could be no other way, no alternative. That's why I am writing. God doesn't reveal you secrets to keep it secret. Maybe he thinks its about time people knew about it. If you don't do anything about it, maybe it will never happen again. Although maybe he knows you have the capacity to take it and do what is right.


Back to whole truth. Now I do believe all truths are relative, just like anything else in Einstein's theory of relativity. You only can get so close to it but never touch it. Whole truth belongs to God. He reveals to us what he sees appropriate. Are there other planets exist with intelligent life? common sense dictates it does. There is no way in infinity and a humongous universe, we are all alone. Someday we would know, if planet earth doesn't get destroyed by than. And other stuff like that. Every step since and technology takes, getting close to whole truth but still a huge gap always remain for achieving it ..... more to come....